Mess U Made Letra

How I live my life
When I'm somebody else
Missing my home
But God only knows how I feel so alone
When I'm there

I can't, I don't, I won't cry anymore (I can't cry, I won't cry)
No no no, I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't be yours (I won't be, I won't be, I won't be)
Don't tell me, tell me, tell me, I've heard it before
This is the mess you made
Today is not your day

When you get like this
How could I just play along
And dismiss like this hasn't gone on for so long
I admit, last summer vacation
I was a bitch
I thought we'd be better by now
Home is a circus
But just on the surface
I'm puttin' that family love back on the shelf
Home is a circus
I'm done feelin' worthless
I'm givin' it up 'cause

I can't, I don't, I won't cry anymore (I can't cry, I won't cry)
No, I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't be yours (I won't be, I won't be, I won't be)
Don't tell me, tell me, tell me, I've heard it before
No no, look at the mess you made (mess you made)
Today is not your day