Grey December Desert Day Letra

Here I am once again just a shell of nothing this all feels just like nothing except nothing at all... why do we try so hard? to prevail over nothing? such a waste because nothing is just nothing at all... I can?t change restless again close my eyes, I?m nothing fade real hard on to nothing except nothing at all... can you feel this last day? this last day is nothing the time fades because nothing is just nothing at all sliding in to the gray December desert day