City Of The Spinning Towers Letra

While I'm just stuck here with my heart on my tongue
These days are getting colder in this place I don't know
Someone stole my clothes from me, I hope they're comfy now
And if I decide to lay down and enjoy the spin
I just wish my head goes faster as the lights get dim
See, in this city, towers spin as they pierce the sky
I hope one day it'll open and then I'll die
Yes, I'm feeling suicidal but I'm thinking straight
There hasn't been a day when I don't think about you
I miss you now, honey, oh god, I do
And I really can't take any more of this
I wanna go home and lock myself in my room
And hibernate and wake up when
All of this is over
Or maybe just never
I don't know

And sometimes I really wish I was someone else
Your colorful friend instead of this gray mess
'Cause in a few years I'll be forgotten
Like a transfusion to a heartless girl
Twenty-one and still counting
But if this watch bruises my wrist then I'll take it off
This stage is not for me, this isn't my show
I'll be better off in a box under the snow
And when you pass by and see my name on the stone
You'll remember a boy with nothing but love for you
Yes, you were the best girl that I ever had
Except you are not a girl and you were never mine
Well, happy new year, happy birthday
I really can't take any more of this
I wanna lay down and block my head in this storm
And hibernate and wake up when
All of this is over
Or maybe just never
I don't know