Comeback Letra

And through the years you helped me grow
Sometimes fast and sometimes oh so slow
I just want you to know that I
still see you everywhere
and by now I think I should care

All my life that you won't see
Just came rushing over me
How amazing is this grace when I throw it in your face?
Twenty some odd years ago
Never guessed, how could you know?
Memories of you erased, lonely, broken, lost, replaced
All I ever knew of you
believed in me but now we'll see
Can't tell you why but I can show you how

Everywhere I still see you
Waking daydreams strange looks disappointing
Shameless sunsets are losing faith in me
But I'll keep holding them high
If it keeps you here with me

Back and forth my conscience sway
I speak truly everyday
My whole life has been a lie
Up and down until I die
Promise me that you were real
Guilt regrets the way I feel
One too many lessons learned
Feelings spurned and we got burned
Bridges not long after
You were gone but did you matter
To me; live through me
And I will show you how
I deal with you now

People always coming up to me
telling how sorry they are
and how much you should mean...
well I can answer that:
He's not your dad
I'm sick of sympathy for shit you'll never understand
So when you give your best
Just like the rest
You're not giving anything I don't already have
so take it back

Everywhere I still see you
Waking daydreams strange looks disappointing
Shameless sunsets are losing faith in me
But I'll keep holding them high
If it keeps you here with me