Would You Come To My Funeral Letra

Think one night I'll wake up next to you
Be mad if I did or didn't
Then get told at least the effort counts

I can't relate to motherhood
Maybe I'm scared they'll turn out like me
You believed I would never settle down
That's why I called you darling to you
All my parents
They made me scared to love

But would you come to my funeral?
There's a seat laid out for you
I couldn't pass without telling you
That I miss you
That I don't want to
That I miss you
That I don't want to
That I miss you

You'll be gone as soon as I get better
We can speak till I'm not sober
Is it why I look forward to sleeping?
Is it why I'm sad I'm happy it's over?
I wonder if you're still smoking
Just to get a kick out of me

Why'd they always go for someone younger
Once I begin to step away?
Did my wisdom hurt a little much?
Is their innocence the reason you stay?
I wish you would post some more
So I could know if

You would come to my funeral
There's a seat laid out for you
I couldn't pass without telling you
That I miss you
That I don't want to
That I miss you
That I don't want to
That I miss you

Had I known you if I had the chance
Like a stranger looking back
But if I knew I was dying
You'd be the first person I'd call
I say I never think of you
But I don't know who I'm lying to
If I only had ten minutes
I'd give you it all

If you came to my funeral
There's a seat laid out for you
I couldn't pass without telling you
That I miss you
That I don't want to
That I miss you
That I don't want to
That I miss you

That I don't want to
That I miss you
That I don't want to
That I want you