Unlock & Unload Letra

A fate that seemed so unfathomable
You know, I could've died
But I decided to test it

Now it's one year later, and I'm wishing
That I pulled the hammer down
This situation just seems so helpless
And I wouldn't care, if I was lost
Or god forbid, I were found

Oh, I can't take this another day
Somehow, I gotta find a better way
I can't let this go on another day
Don't want to make a deal
And I don't want to stay

I've owned a gun, since the age of twelve
Used it twice, maybe more
Doesn't matter, I only shot tin cans
Never bothered to kill
What's eating at my inner core

Now it's seven years later, and I'm wonderin'
If I pulled the hammer down, lord
Would they really care, if I was lost
Or god forbid, I were found

Oh, I can't take this another day
Somehow, I gotta find a better way
I can't let this go on another day
Don't want to make a deal
And I don't want to stay

Lock and load, does it matter?
You're gonna leave just like the rest
You say you won't, but I don't believe it
It's just another difficult section
Of this living, breathing, failing fucking test

And, I can't take this another day
Somehow, I gotta find a better way
I can't let this go on another day
Don't want to make a deal
And I don't want to stay

I said, I can't take this another day
Somehow, I know it's the only way
I can't let this go on another day
I won't compromise
And I sure as hell won't stay

Cause I can't take this another day