Despondent Letra

and to stay here and to leave here
whispered constantly in my ears
i'll blow up from exhaustion,
from never moving
and will it stay forever this way
and what could have been will linger on
and we'd be worth remembering

i'm frustrated in your presence
and hollow in your absence
and i'm tired of acting out the role that i don't want
and i need this, and i want this
throbs constantly in my mind
i'll blow up from surrendering to what we could have been
so let's die here my love
just one kiss and we'll go out on top
and we'd be worth remembering, eternally this way

and you're beautiful, and this is trivial
and its building up inside
and if i blow up from exhaustion, it'll be from chasing you
it'll be from chasing you

x4
i could walk away and never think of you again
i am not that strong

i have to be that strong

and my darling its too bad
cause we would've been worth remembering