All Souls Day (album version) Letra

When I don't even know how to save myself?

Wish I could just forget
The double lives, the awkwardness
A union scarred by bitterness
A house we built on top of our regrets

There we were in California
Two tarnished golden hearts
Were we ever really together
Or just afraid of being apart?

I wish I could drive all night
Wake up in the harsh day light
In a different town, start a brand new life
And never have to see your face again

I wonder if the spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if the spell we're under
Is ever, ever going to end

I guess there's never any closure
Just a last look in our eyes
You said you hope that I'm happy now
And we both know, like everything, that's one big fucking lie

Wish I could turn around
Erase our lives, take back those vows
I guess it's not that easy now
I'll tear that fucking chapel to the ground

I wonder if the spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if the spell we're under
Is ever going to end

Today I woke up and these leaves had all withered
Faded and fell to the ground
Like our tired hearts

I wonder if the spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if the spell we're under
Will ever..

I wonder if the spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if the spell we're under
Is ever going to end
I wonder if the spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if the spell we're under
Is ever, ever going to end..