It's Come To This Letra

Reached up for despair but i was well below that cherished stage
And all my mangled hopes all song unsung

I fear i've wasted all my sun
I fear i've wasted all my time
Everything is faded
Smiles are fabricated now
I fear i've wasted all my sun
I fear i've wasted all my time
Held my eyes closed for too long

And i ran out through the streets in hopes that i might find it there
But all my buildings stared back at me tenantless and bare
And i
Reached up for the sky, but it always seemed so far away
Transcendent thoughts you gave lie atrophied and broken

And i sat when i should have stood; swallowed when i should have spit
Until now i only recognize me in pictures taken long ago
And
All the changes simply haunt and never go away
A friend will tell when i hit hell, i may not feel the change

Held my eyes closed for too long
Held my eyes closed for too long

Just before i go don't you offer any sweet advice because where were all
Your shoulders when i needed them so long ago
And
Now with legs weak and weary from this silly dance
With a suitcase fulof memories, i pack my bags and slowly drift away