I'm Not Ashamed Letra

I'm not ashamed to tell you that I've had her hair between my fingers that I've had her lips kissing my shoulder and I desired her that I learned every line of her slim body and the moments of laughter and her footsteps arriving at my door humming our favourite song forgetting all my wrongs no, I'm not ashamed to tell you I'm not ashamed to tell you that I embraced her shadow without wanting that I've searched for different ways to say that I loved her or that I felt lonely to feel the warmness of her sweet love under my body to hear her footsteps at my door coming into my den saying "here I am" she was faithful I knew it but than one day in the morning about noon time she came home with tears and with her eyes lower down and without wanting the silence became deeper and more profound and in the silence I watched her she prepared her suitcase and walking out the door she didn't turn around I'm not ashamed to tell you