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As lover, I'm shit. She's always known it.She craves confusion, I aid her delusion.The sailor boy, her sailor boy.A junkie's eyes, handsome and thin.Ropes blows and whips, oh I bound her within.Oh - oh.It's funny, it's funny, it's funny I say.How insecurity works out this way.The bigger my sins, more she wants me.The bigger my lies, more she gives to me.I choose when I hurt her, I choose when she smiles.There's annihilation here, the love I defile.I lose my need for her, lose my feelings.Lose myself in this puddle of drugs.In our ship, she patches the holes.I hit her when she needs me to, she keeps control.Thought I was on top, but I see I'm below.Thought I was captain, she stows me in hold.Now I cannot get this collar off of my neck.Now I cannot abandon this wreck. From Letras Mania