Apathemy

Behind The Mask
Suffocating behind the mask Burying myself under the medication A chemical smile stretched across my face Mirror image burns straight through I don't even recognize the face looking back at me This isn't me, I've lost my identity Who am I, who am I becoming? Sedation has become normal I can no longer function without the daily dose The feelings aren't even mine Repressed in a drug induced reality When I asked for indifference This isn't what I wanted Bound and gagged Dead inside When I asked for help This isn't what I wanted Sedated cold unfeeling Breaking mirrors I never want to see that face again The chemical smile Grinning back at me From Letras Mania