Epilogues (The)

On The Radio
This feels so alone, that it's making me numb and I'm tired of this place, this solemn state that tears me apart from everything this forecast is wrong, I'm running on fourteen days where i haven't seen the sun and i think it's time to erase this commonplace assume that it's everything that i ever had at stake this isn't jealousy, it's much more complicated and absurd I'm searching desperately in paces finally trying to confirm that it's my own degree of failure that I'm fighting to endure So when i hear you on the radio and it draws me undone I'll be carelessly numb It takes a surgeon to remove my skin and tell me what I've done because these years of self-deceiving circumstance have clearly won And now I'll lie here, scars and needles through my flesh as i once thought And now I'll lie here wide awake wondering, God what have i done? (Thanks to chris for these lyrics) From Letras Mania