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I got used to tears on my shirt sleeves Panic attacks getting groceries Deep breaths and incense and heartbeats The simplest of things could break me I got used to rationalizing The trauma with fake silver linings And living felt more like surviving I never thought that I'd stop crying Ooh, ooh-ooh, I'm finally healing my wounds Spent so long broken in two, tryna glue back the pieces I don't know what peace is or who I am When the chaos goes away Why do I kinda wish it stayed? I spent a year trying to make it out And I don't know how to function now When the chaos goеs away Why am I still not okay? I can't even sleep through the wholе night Or go by myself on a long drive Will I be like this my whole life? Already paid my price Maybe I spent so long outrunning my past That I still can't help looking back Letras de cancionesWill I always be waiting For my whole world to cave in? Ooh, ooh-ooh, took so much time getting used To everything breaking in two, tryna glue back the pieces I don't know what peace is or who I am When the chaos goes away Why do I kinda wish it stayed? I spent a year trying to make it out And I don't know how to function now When the chaos goes away Why am I still not okay? Fighting the pain gave me a purpose I pulled my demons up to the surface I made a home in all the discomfort I found myself in all the dysfunction I got so sick of asking for help but I Still can't take care of myself, I got So used to living through hell That I feel so lost anywhere else When the chaos goes away Why do I kinda wish it stayed? From Letras Mania