Abby Powledge

Forgive
I'm ghosting my hometown friends And none of it's on purpose And I let the guilt sink in I feel like a bad person And I know it's not my fault The distance is far too long But in my defence they don't call me either I'm picking up bad habits And building a tolerance I'm smoking a cigarette In the backyards of friends of friends And I've never felt much hell Like the burn of my Christian guilt Perpetual sin, it kills all my fire And maybe I've tried All that I could Maybe I've changed Or maybe I should 'Cause I'm getting tired Inside my own skin So maybe I owe it to myself to forgive I'm staying up way too late Forgetting to eat something Letras de cancionesAnd I underestimate Quite how much is on my plate 'Cause then I'm awake all night Obsessed with my appetite And I wonder why I'm sick in the morning And maybe I've tried All that I could Maybe I've changed Or maybe I should 'Cause I'm getting tired Inside my own skin So maybe I owe it to myself to forgive I beat myself up again Make up some consequence Knowing that isn't productive or positive Years of my life I've spent craving repentance Resenting the fact that I go back Again and again, and again, and again And again, and again And again, and again Maybe I've tried all that I could (and again, and again) From Letras Mania