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I gotta call my daddy back I'll hit him in a minute, I'll do this first I think the most beautiful shit is when you can be the most honest with yourself Like that's when you, I think that's when you the most free, when you can be vulnerable And allow yourself to not be perfect, ya dig? Just be human and shit Yeah That's the work I've been doing anyway Ya gotta dig deep in that shit It's taken some time, but we getting there It ain't easy though, for real It only took one time, I came out different I'm just like Gloria Except my smile missing I was experimenting I been known nigga lie, I found out, so do women You were my one time, I came out different My smile gone, I'm turned out Now I can't listen to those songs Memories come wit 'em, hard to revisit Hard to count on love, my heart broke into a bunch of digits In the mirror asking my inner child what I'm missing What's wrong wit' me? That's what's wrong wit' me Letras de cancionesFelt x'd out by my ex's and Momma's wisdom Saying never marry while laying next to a married nigga Knowing if my brother-in-law cheated on my sister I'd be pissed wit' 'em I'm such a hypocrite I never baptized, I would've been disfellowshipped If Jehovah's Witnesses witnessed the things I did I'm such a hypocrite, insecurity I never felt socially accepted or wanted physically Got me changing, experimenting I fell in love with her Now I'm smiling different Am I hurt? Turned out? Or maybe I'm still triggered? Never felt wanted or pretty by no nigga It only took one time, and one mo' Two, three times, and 'fore long, we in relationship My thoughts debating wit' Who I am? Who I'm living for? My parents, pastors, my demons My fears, my nieces, my nephews, my fans Clinging to society Who always labeled me, but can't define me quite entirely Tiredly, I'm overcome wit' it all Opened my vault, found my value in my truth and my flaws It only took one time for me to question it all For real You gotta look in that mirror And ask those questions to you, and only you 'Cause you're the only one that can answer 'em Ya know? They call it, I think, uh In the medical field, I think the professional term is to unblock that child Or even unblock that trauma, or I don't know you just gotta audit with yourself You gotta be okay with, just being, being imperfect Life is a process, we just going through it Matter fact, yo where my phone at, yo Alright, I'm done From Letras Mania