Citizen Soldier

My Own Miracle
Fake smiles are holding me together For worse or for better 'cause I've never had anyone To stay long enough to see the weather The pain and the pressure I carry like a loaded gun I've been through things that you can't see A kind of suffering the eyes don't notice Rather hide when I'm hurting Than be a burden 'cause all I know is Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud Nobody had faith I'd ever be found Born into a hole six feet in the ground I had to love me when nobody cared And be the family that never was there Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual Had to be my own, my own miracle Worked twice as hard through the diseases To make up for the weakness and vices not visible No friends to pick up all the pieces No sympathy or sweetness, no wonder I'm cynical I've walked a path that would kill most Where a heart closed and it left a temper Letras de cancionesI don't know how to love 'cause I try to trust but then I remember Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud Nobody had faith I'd ever be found Born into a hole six feet in the ground I had to love me when nobody cared And be the family that never was there Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual Had to be my own, my own miracle "Are you okay?" "You need to chat?" The questions I was never asked I should feel strong but I just feel sad So just let me grieve what I never had Ah-ah-ah-ah Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud Nobody had faith I'd ever be found Born into a hole six feet in the ground I had to love me when nobody cared And be the family that never was there Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual Had to be my own, my own miracle From Letras Mania