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To Rana, I miss you It's been ten years ever since you Hate them words, I don't wanna continue I'm sorry that I haven't come to see you I wish you were here 'cause since that day Things got worse and nothin' has changed Maya and Amelia are grown up now But I see upset when I look at their face No one cares 'bout what's going on If you can hear me, I hate this song Some nights I can't even sleep 'Cause your daughters are crying for help And you're gone I know how they're feeling I can't believe I'm still waiting For my father to come back And I'm crying 'cause I shouldn't tell you That girls don't live with their dad And it's sad 'Cause Amelia she doesn't even speak no more It's not her fault she lost her Mum But why she gotta lose one more? Everyone keeps asking me, "Why shit always angry for?" Like after all of these years Non-stop pain, non-stop tears She feels like there's nothing to lose Letras de cancionesPlease try to put yourself in the shoes I really try to understand What was the plan when the only person That gave 'em the world is under this tomb? I don't know what to do Your sister is sick, the pain in her heart From all of the shit my dad putting her through I don't wanna take my life away I just want to see my auntie's face If I had the choice to make, to replace You would put me in the grave I'm sick of this place The only reason why I'm still doing music Is maybe one day my father's watching me On TV and he'll recognise my face I've got so much pain Even though you're back in my life now It won't be the same I know I've been praying for this day I'll take the blame How can I trust you ever again if you can't explain? Please explain I feel like I'm living in hell That's why I'm always screaming for help I don't wanna hear you say that you love me How can you love me When I don't even love myself? Can someone please explain? 'Cause I'm just tryna find my way I've got so much pain Even though you're back in my life now It won't be the same I know I've been praying for this day I'll take the blame How can I trust you ever again if you can't explain? Please explain Dear Dad I just turned twenty-three And I still can't believe that you're not here 'Cause Mum told me you were overseas And that one day you'll be back Why was she crying when she told me that? Sebz's out in the streets And I'm still asking, "Where you at?" Now I'm wiping the tears Off my Mum's face But I'm falling in the rain I don't even know who I'm writing anymore 'Cause I'm drowning in the pain This is my last letter, we could've been so close But you pushed me away And I don't wanna sit here writing an essay no more Can you please explain? 'Cause I'm so tired of these introductions I wanna know your side of the story I'm not making assumptions But why did you leave me? I'm old enough to have that discussion I know I've made mistakes But my life didn't come with instructions So look at me now, I worked hard Put my head down, had to level up 'Cause you're a let down Had to show up, make my Mum proud Be a better man, 'cause you're not around And I thank God, that's who I am now I remember when I saved up 2k Shot my first video, and look what I've made now But I still love you, nah nah nah Man I fucking hate you After everything that you put us through Was it worth it? Tell me, was it fucking worth it? I'm hurt that we never spoke before I've took that turn But now it's too late Fuck this letter, just burn it I've got so much pain Even though you're back in my life now It won't be the same I know I've been praying for this day I'll take the blame How can I trust you ever again if you can't explain? Please explain Sebz? Yeah? I know I'm not here anymore But you've gotta keep your head up I can't do it on my own, lil' bro It was me and you from the start But now that you're gone, I swear on your grave I'm always carry on a brother's name Ignite that flame and burn them gronks They've always got somethin' negative to say 'Cause they don't wanna see us up They just wanna see us fall They hate it everytime we win That's why it's always "Fuck 'em all!" I don't wanna do this on my own, Izzy, I don't I hate that I can't even pick up the phone And Mum just sits at the front of the house It's like she's waiting for you to come home Why'd you make it away? I know that I've made a mistake You weren't just my brother, you were my best friend And now it's too late Just please, bro, tell Mum to go inside 'Cause I'm not coming home tonight I can feel her pain when she cries Wipe all her tears off her eyes And I'll never forget the letter Dad wrote us First word I read was "Son" "If you're reading this, I'm sorry boys" "But I had to do what I done" "I pray one day that God will bring us back together" "Me, you, your brothers, and your Mum" "But just for now, son, I gotta leave" "'Cause I really don't like the man I've become" Wait, Izzy, I have to tell you something I know your dad hurt you when he left But guess what? He came back and he wants to explain That's what he said Look, Sebz, don't be upset I have no regrets, you'll always be my brethren And if they ask "What happened to Izzy?" I'll tell 'em, "He died a fucking legend" I've got so much pain Even though you're back in my life now It won't be the same I know I've been praying for this day I'll take the blame How can I trust you ever again if you can't explain? Please explain I feel like I'm living in hell That's why I'm always screaming for help I don't wanna hear you say that you love me How can you love me When I don't even love myself? Can someone please explain? (Please explain, please) 'Cause I'm just tryna find my way (My way back home) I've got so much pain Even though you're back in my life now It won't be the same I know I've been praying for this day I'll take the blame How can I trust you ever again if you can't explain? Please explain From Letras Mania