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I was 5 years old when I first questioned the value of my life I don't know why the ignorant bliss most kids experience fully missed me but it did My mother was dropping me off at the schoolyard when I asked her if I was a mistake I could tell I disturbed her And though these thoughts run constant yet They were the birth of many troubling years to come Please forgive me mama I know that it killed you inside Your tears weren't for nothing I'm having the time of my life By the time I was twelve I was fully convinced I wanted to die I saw no love or beauty in anything My reflection disgusted me and all I had were bad thoughts now My problems felt unimportant and I insignificant in my own home I saw how badly my mother was hurting too The last thing I wanted was to burden her further so I thought it best I go to sleep for a very long time But when I woke I was rather dissapointed Please forgive me mama I know that it killed you inside Your tears weren't for nothing I'm having the time of my life At 16 years old I dropped out of school and decided to give the old happy pills a chance Letras de cancionesPills didn't seem to help too much though My faculties continued to fail me time and time again It was at my childhood friend's birthday that I really lost it Smashing my head into my poor mothers car I was hospitalised shortly after Please forgive me mama I know that it killed you inside Your tears weren't for nothing I'm having the time of my life Please forgive me mama I know that it killed you inside Your tears weren't for nothing I'm having the time of my life Hey Romy, it's your mom Please give me a call I don't know if you want some (?) Me and dad are trying to reach you Making sure everything is okay I'm having the time of my life From Letras Mania