Be Well

Magic
If I could count to ten Open my eyes and have it all start over again Take back all the things I said, that I never meant And I prayed that one day you would forget It’s fucked up in my head I say things I don’t mean and moments later I am filled with regret I wouldn’t blame you if you left, it probably makes more sense And I deserve to be alone I hide it well, I’m like a magician But it haunts my thoughts, keeps me lost, and it blurs my vision I lie awake, totally afraid Of all the thoughts in my head and the things that I’ll never face There’s got to be a better way, but I’ll drink enough to put it off for another day A fresh coat of paint, the broom swept emptiness looks like a new place We just covered the stains, they’re not gone Sorry I led you on, I’m not brave, I’m not strong I am barely hanging on At the end of a rope and most of my hope is gone Please take this bitter pill, and know my dear I miss you still Your flowers have begun to wilt, my love It wasn’t a momentary lapse So many things in my past that I can never take back Letras de cancionesSlipping slowly and failing fast Is there part of me that’s always going to make you sad? Let’s stop keeping track Of all the things that you know that you need that I’ll never have Please don’t be mad, when I’m gone Sorry I led you on, I’m not brave, I’m not strong I am barely hanging on At the end of a rope and most of my hope is gone Please take this bitter pill, and know my dear I miss you still Your flowers have begun to wilt, my love Even when it’s sunny there’s a chance of rain It’s followed me, everywhere, everyday I left a note and I signed my name It will be on the kitchen table when you wake I gave it my best shot, but I could never see straight and I got lost I hate it so much, is too late now? For me to learn how? From Letras Mania