Childish Major

Dream Went Bad
You know what you are? You are so much me And you don't know me And that's a fuckin' bad way to be, ain't it? I mean, you really are me You just don't know how to be me You always heard here's is a bad situation or a bad thing But the problem really here lies that you are a lot like me You ain't gon' deal with just any old kind of shit, right? She said, "I'ma beat your ass, you punch another hole in my wall" I'm just tryna show my mom I wanna stay with my dad At this point I'm taking shots just to make sure she mad She firin' back, "You can go if you can find where he at" I was clinging to that dream until that dream went bad It's nightmares when your father lightyears away If shit was heavy, wouldn't shed a light tear today I drown my problems in Hennessy When your mama water and your dad oil All they problems is transferred and fast forward To where your problems need a task force Flippin' through the dictionary, tryna find a last word Fuck it, I'ma let you have it since you want it that bad No sympathy for them tears, feel like you wanna be sad All in the moment But if we separate, just know I wait on your call Letras de cancionesAnd if it never comes through, I'm back to punching these walls I'm tryna show you the real in me I'm tryna tell how I feel today And I don't want you to feel a way But I'm just tryna say how I feel today I love you, I love you (I love you, I love you) I just wanna go my way I wanna go my way I wanna go my way I love you, I love you I just wanna go my way I just wanna do it my way But I love you, I love you, yeah Ayy, she seen hands raised her mama So the slightest bit of drama, she run away And how can I blame her? Ayy, how can I tell her to tame emotions Up and down, no guidance, we fallin' from roller coaster Look, who you learn from, you can burn from I seen my father do the same things that yours did I know my mother hid the same tears that yours did Despite I know when we lit we get to arguin' and shit Callin' me dog ass nigga and then I spit out a bitch And make you mad than a bitch, then you start throwin' hits And I'm just takin' 'em licks Now, I can't fathom seeing photos from arrest, so we ain't fightin' Oh, yeah, but seen what's wrong, so let me try and do the right thing I leave this shit alone before I throw a shot back Hit the liquor store and maybe throw a couple shots back Sit here by my lonesome and just wait on your call And if it never calls, going back to punching these walls I'm tryna show you the real in me I'm tryna tell how I feel today And I don't want you to feel a way But I'm just tryna say how I feel today I love you, I love you (I love you, I love you) I just wanna go my way I wanna go my way I wanna go my way I love you, I love you I just wanna go my way I just wanna do it my way But I love you, I love you, yeah Ooh-ooh Ah-ah Ah-ah I love you, I love you From Letras Mania