Nems

Leave Me Alone
Crown Jewel Look Whatever happened to you back then Let it stay in the past You keep relivin’ it and replayin’ it in your mind You're life is gonna be miserable And life ain't made to be miserable Life is meant for you to be great Leave that shit behind you and move forward Lets get it ma nigga I dont wanna sound mad I feel marvelous Running through all of these pills like I’m a pharmacist I told God I don’t wanna be a bother Just let me know how you leave a four year old fatherless Chasing a high with my face to the sky Still wondering why I can't get a reply Mad that I can't cry mind getting confused Since he won't say a word to me I figured id just ask you Wuddup pop ya baby boy is all grown I can't complain about a thing cause this is all Ive ever known But sometimes i get jealous seeing kids with they dads In a few years the same age you was when you passed Sometimes I get sad and sometimes I get mad Or push my feelings deep down and cover it up with a laugh I could blame you for every problem that I've ever had Letras de cancionesBut somewhere inside I know that this was part of god’s path But still Where was my dad to teach me how to ride a bike Where was you at to teach me how to win a fight I felt alone everyday through the night Cause i been searching for a father figure all of my life I had to learn from a woman how to be a man And she did a great job but some things she couldn't understand I needed your guidance grab me by the hand for direction All my life I wanted to ask you this question pop Leave me alone, leave me alone Why did you leave me alone Leave me alone, leave me alone How could you leave me alone Leave me alone, leave me alone Why did you leave me alone Leave me alone Every evening i have a by myself meeting First off, I know you did your best with what you was given I never held no resentments you already forgiven From the date of my birth to all them visits in prison You the reason Im living Probably the strongest woman I know Put me in private school took us out the hood You was raising me different from you that i understood Single mother with her own home shit was amazing But when you relapsed that snatched my security blanket Now we back in the projects everyday was defeat I was just becoming a man you was running the street The pain, the shame, the guilt hurt so deep And the fact that I couldn't help you hurt so much I couldn't eat Couldn't sleep didn't know what to do You went away to rehab and i got high like you All those nights I just needed my mother And while you were gone I would sit up and wonder Leave me alone, leave me alone Why did you leave me alone Leave me alone, leave me alone How could you leave me alone Leave me alone, leave me alone Why did you leave me alone No one to guide me had to find myself No sisters no brothers grew up by myself Single mother working I was home by myself They locked me up threw me in the box by myself Now i done seen the isolation crush plenty of men And i done lost so many times you’d think i hated to win But i adapted to the darkness and i made it my friend Made an outlet for my aggression and named it NEMS See me? I rather joke and laugh lighten up the pace But NEMS? Ain’t with the talking he’ll just punch you in your face All that anger and insecurity turned into hate And i gotta to conquer all these demons if i wanna be great I just be in the crib I don't party with the fake Industry type mother fuckers that couldn't relate I might show up late walk inside show my face Then leave without saying nothing like that’s all i can take Fuck it Leave me alone, leave me alone Could you just leave me alone Leave me alone, leave me alone Why can’t you leave me alone Leave me alone, catch me in the corner not speakin’ From Letras Mania