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When I was a young nigga you were like my idol Still you left me for pussy, this shit just goes in cycles Man it's a shame, gotta watch your path when the ones that guide you Wish I could be more two-facested, cause shit, I look just like you Heart on my sleeve, was barely five and watched my momma cry You blacked her eye cause you was snaking, had her wrapped in lies All I could think about was rapid fire, blasting nines Go ask for God, I pray the pastor got some slacks your size So asinine, my be-ginning's no different, we were you and living poor Used to beat my brother cause you said the nigga wasn't yours As my niggas get all the shit that my momma couldn't afford Man she still addicted cause you introduced her to the raw Eddie Kane, how you came back just singing that some old song Sipping empty 20/20, put some hair up on your balls lil nigga This shit just hurts my heart, tryna paint a perfect picture Ain't no filter for these thoughts, and I just want my father Inside Im praying for help and niggas wonder why I stay to myself No daddy titles, them lables'll get you placed on a shelf Aye, who gon call the shots, when I gave this game to myself I'm on the rise, just know your son is raising himself I wrote this song so I forgive you, when I start then there's my blessing Feel sorry for my sister, hope your karma doesn't catch her Your blood is running through my veins Still crying tears thick enough to wash away the pain Why should I answer your call, remember screaming "I can't wait to grow up" Letras de cancionesMan you said you was on your way, but you ain't never show up That's fucked up, my shoes scuffed up Wish I could say I followed your steps, but never that, the hood judged us Trust this shit is hard and now I need a challenge But all these unstable homes left a nigga unbalanced Peep how I dress up my feelings, how could I be so stylish? These are the long-term effects of dealing with your absence Now you wanna be a father nigga? Yeah, feel this, uh Sorry I made your shit hard, and all that shit you saw I did to your moms We never found our way, it chased us at odds, these are the dangers I've caused You kept your distance, dissed me, then placed up a wall, face it Our love's a test and I pray I ace it tomorrow; wasted This alcohol kicks in, I get the courage to face all the things that I resent Wish I could try again, but she's no saint, please don't think I'm pointing fingers nigga Cause these attempts are so genuine, I'm so anxious And dying, your trying to make peace while I'm here Hungry for forgiveness my nigga, don't feed me this fear Just let me know when you get this call Cause every second you let pass, I get closer to God I lost my heart nigga Hey Nick, this is your Aunt May I'm just calling to tell you that your dad passed this morning It's a big pill to swallow but it's something we gotta deal with So stay strong and give me a call when you get up Love you From Letras Mania