Signs Of Betrayal

Contemplate
Sadness builds while happiness just passes byViolently I still try to relieve myself from the depression whySo much to live forSooner or later these feelings they will subside insideAgonizing over who I amIn solitude is where I feel I standTake another drink to block the painSwearing at myself for my mistakesWill I make it through more years and rise above my fearsOr will I fall awayI've tasted the love and the hateFor this I try to find the right or wrong reasons to dieThings are difficult now so I contemplateAnd try to find the right or wrong reasons to dieSeveral reasons I cannot let goFor the people that still hold me closeLife is never really all that badKeep telling myself as I'm looking backContemplate my own fateStuck in this holeAnd now the walls start to closeI close my eyesAnd scream for my lifeWhy? From Letras Mania