A Secret Scenario

From the Deep End
I wish that this whole mess would just come to an end.I'm so lost and I'd just be way better off dead.Forget the ones that saved my life, 'cause I killed them.I'm sick of trying to save you from the deep end.What do I say when I open the door and he's already there?How do I breathe when there is no more fucking air?Why do I feel like dying every time I see his face?Every moment that you spent with him I wish I could erase.I'm alone and I've lost controlBut I don't know if I'll reach my goal.Still, I'm so low in this deep big hole of guilt.What if I tried to act alive?Or, If I cried, would you ask me why?And then you'd lie and say if I died, you'd wilt.I'm still stuck with this same fucking luck that's been here forever.So why even try, when I'm living a lie that I just can't remember.I'd rather be dead, and lying in bed, cause nothing gets better.It never gets better. I'm sick of hearing this will only hurt a little.'Cause I'm tired of being alone and I just want someone to care.Letras de cancionesSo please wake me up from this fucking nightmare.I'm drowning in my dreams. Never wake up, fall asleep and then I'll leave.This past week I almost died. I'm so weak, I haven't cried.I'm so lost, I cannot try. So lost, so lost.Then you left and now I see. I'm just one big memory,That you've left for me to be. Goodbye, goodbye. This is from the deep end. From Letras Mania