Russell W. Howard

Inner Battle
[Verse 1]I ask you not to focus on the negativeFocus on the positiveGive you sex therapyMuch more than cognitiveYou and I are oppositesOpposites attractBut on top of thisI think we both knowThe problem is me[Bridge]So we feel so disconnectedI try to give you lifeResurrect youIm everything you gotYour so investedIm restless[Verse 2]Letras de cancionesAnd all I think about is successSo please don't take it personal if I seem stressedTherefore I am chasing something you can't provideAnd I see it tear you up but you tell me you are fine (You lie)She knows that one of these daysSomething will take me awayHer life will crumble like clayI wonder if She'll be okayI doubt it, try not to think about itLets call it what it is, Im a cowardBut tell me something newThat I haven't thought of yetSome advise that I likeAnd I'll write you all a checkAnd I bet that you will tell me that I haven't found the oneAnd I'll tell you Im addicted to the next best song (Fade)[Chorus]So tell me what do I doWhat is it that I need right nowSo tell me where do I goWhat is it that I need right nowCuz I aint feeling you, him or sheNot even myself right nowIm starting to lose hopeIm running on ENot feeling myself right now[Verse 3]Lately I've been questioningEverything I learned or was taughtCuz when one battles doneThere's another to be foughtYa Im smartToo smart for my own goodAlways been too cool for the schoolIm organically misunderstoodIm seeking that internal peaceTry to achieve itBy purchasing external thingsGood luck, never had a lot of itAlways had to take or manipulate to aquire itIrony is once I got itI never wanted itNow I feel bad having itSo I sabotage itIm going over your headLift your nogginCuz I am doing mental sprintsNo point in jogginSpending nights with womenTen years my olderIn the morning chatting with her daughterSippin black folgersTo you this sounds weirdI just shrug my shouldersIm just playin my cardsIn this life game of pokerIm sick of rappinParty this, party thatWhen I don't even partyMotherfuckers that's a factI may pop a few bra strapsMake tracksSwim a few lapsIn my pool, that's thatReevaluating my belief systemsIm sick of hurting girlsMaking them cry to their sistersCame a long wayFrom the drug dens in Mall Vista (You know what)And honestly I still miss itAnd yes I understand the gift that I was givenTo inspire othersMake them feel like they are doing more than livingBut this gift that I was givenPuts this pressure on my shouldersAnd I feel Im getting older in my bonesThat is why I'd rather be alone From Letras Mania