Ezra Furman and the Harpoons

I Killed Myself But I Didn't Die
I killed myself but I didn't dieshe crossed her heart and stuck a needle in her eyeshe promised me she'll never leave me aloneshe doesn't sleep she only calls me on the phone all nightI went to school but I didn't learnI touch the fire but I didn't feel the burnsomehow I got desensitized to the worldI hate pop music and I hate that you can learn, alrightI killed myself but I didn't dienow in the hospital they're covering (?)none of the visitors can look me in the eyethey say "how are ya?" but they don't apologize, oh noand my mom came in she was having trouble trying to speakshe could see that her boy was some sort of freakI killed myself but I didn't dienow she's my baby she's the apple of my eyeshe only wants a sensitive guyand I've been in and out of my mind three timesthats just the way, the way I always wasI go to therapy but I don't take the drugsI try and really look my life in the faceLetras de cancionesI think I'm learning that there's no way to escape, oh noand the worst part is that I didn't even really careit's just to be or not to be and either way I'm only barely thereI killed myself but I'm still aroundI think the living dead will like me better nowI'm gonna socialize I'm gonna go out moreI'll be so beautiful with nothing (?) From Letras Mania