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It's starting to pull me under, I can feel it beneath my feet.The last few months have passed so slowly and it's been so long since I've seen your smile.I'm afraid to ask what's wrong so I sit and stare frustrated digging my nails into my palms.I never wanted you to see me like that.Bloodshot eyes, bleeding fists, speechless love, a new year's wish.I never wanted you to see me reenact those days I threw away.Stuttered screams from a distant voice: I followed you all the way to your front door.No words could take the pain from your eyes like a knife through the heart.I'll be sleeping alone tonight ; and when I wake you won't see me again, you won't have to worry about me anymore.I'm sorry for all the times I fucked up, I'm sorry for every time I let you down.You always said it was hard to talk and I guess it always was.But it still feels the same, I still feel the same.The only difference is you're not there.I brought this on myself: you're not there.When I need you the most, you're not there.And I can't stop thinking of you. From Letras Mania