Keep Screaming Letra

It should have been me, it should have been me

I've never felt as powerless as I did in the hospital room
Every second and hour spent saying how much I love you
And I'm so sorry that I fuckin' lied
Said I'll protect you, but I couldn't this time
It doesn't matter how hard I've tried
And the how hell do I say goodbye?

I want to go back to the way we are
But it just keeps getting worse
Kept screaming at the nurse, "I'm sorry"
Watched them take away your body

Oh, those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
Hold her hand with the IV stickin' out, I can't
Sit and say goodbye, please, baby, don't leave
It should have been me, it should have been me

Screamin' until you come back
I need you, please, don't go yet
I need me one more day
Why would they take you away from me?
I'm staring at the sky, yeah
And I wonder if you're behind with a thousand eyes on you
Sitting inside the blue, it still doesn't feel real yet
Kneeling next to your bed
And seeing you so damn cold, just tell me it's all a fuckin' lie

Oh, those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
Hold her hand with the IV stickin' out, I can't
Instead I said goodbye, please, baby, don't leave
It should have been me, it should have been me