These Wings I Once Possessed Letra

I try to make sense of the wings I once possessed. Why I clipped them back, how I tried to fail. You'll hold this heart for the rest of my life. Words cannot express how much these wings mean. I once felt your love, I want nothing. But to see you smile, to see you breathe again. I am so dissapointed in myself. I am so scared for you. The pain that I feel, for letting us fall. My head hangs so low in front of you all. Trust that these wings, they'll never fly again. An angel amount of time. These worlds will tear you apart. I can't believe I failed you. This is not a dream. It's happening to me. Too many words were changed. I must redeem myself. I want to see myself with you. I could never understand. Believe me I tried to make us real. Remember you're nothing to me now. But my hatred