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i woke up tonight wishing you were here with me thinking of you thinking of all those damn things that i want us to be i sit up for a while well im lying down actually then i crack a smile but it fades almost instantly because then i remember then i realize that i know we can never be what you two already are hes so lucky i wish he could be me your so beautiful and perfect he drives a brand new car i guess girls go for that not guys like me besides loser like us are needed we are the balance between in and sanity so when its said and done us losers will forever be the guys that never broke your hearts Letras de cancionesand take offense to your ignorance ruthless as it may seem last class of the day year for that matter hell its the last time well see each other as you go up and i fall off the social ladder you catch me looking at your face i smile at you but you roll your eyes and then you turn away i wish i could tell you i wish i had the guts to say these things inside of me day after day of being ignored and not taken seriously yet still i sit there i sit oh so patiently dreaming of all these things that i will never be i hear a ringing in my ear i nearly fall from my seat i was just sitting here lost in your beauty i look up at the clock its a quarter past 3 i get up out of my chair 12 years of infatuation where did it get me i look at the paper on my desk i guess it got me nowhere well at least it helped to fail history so when its said and done us losers will forever be the guys that never broke your hearts and take offense to your ignorance ruthless as it may seem ill never know what it would have taken to get you to notice me maybe i should have hurt some kids maybe i should have tried out for the team maybe i should have gotten a new car all sparkly and clean next time theres someone like you someone i have these feelings for too i think ill just say it whether its right maybe its wrong but it surely couldnt hurt because i know im not all that strong but honestly what more could go wrong all i do to me seems right maybe all you needed to do was check your sight over the course of these 12 years i sure have learned a lot about friends, love, and life hell ive even smoked some pot so much has changed everything and everyone except for you today was the last day the last day to be what i want to i knew it would be the same i knew id feel this pain its the pain in my stomach as i stand behind you just wishing i knew what to say or possibly build up the courage to tap you on the shoulder maybe say your name just to get you to talk to me but somehow i knew it would be the outcome would be the same id sit there silent just like its always been and will be youll give me that look roll your eyes and stamp your foot youll turn around and head out the door ill continue standing there as i watch you out the door ill crack a smile at your face a smile that fades to a frown time spent adoring you 188 days now times by 12 all the nice things i should have said to you i was just a clown so when its said and done us losers will forever be the guys that never broke your hearts and take offense to your ignorance ruthless as it may seem so now this trip is over we will be going our separate ways maybe ill see you again but i hope i dont remember your face and maybe if i do youll finally talk to me who knows maybe you and him turned out not meant to be ill think to myself man i knew it that loser she was with it figures he blew it but then when you wanna talk i probably just wont care after all you always made me feel worthless you laughed when he used to pull my chair out from under me just before i sat down sometimes i think it made you happy just to see me frown you smiled when they tripped me in the lunchroom making me drop my tray you thought it was hillarious the shit he pulled on april fools day so now when you want me to care i just wont ill give you that same look you gave me ill stamp my foot and ill be mean ill roll my damn eyes turn around and leave you standing there talking to the air almost 18 years trying to show you i cared i just dont anymore all you ever had to do was tell that it was rude of me to stare From Letras Mania