Tony Chiri

Nightmares
i sit in my chair i close my eyes tight i envision a place a place full of light this place has so much to give everything is right what could go wrong i dont need my sight all i need is you you will guide me through i can walk one thousand miles eyes closed as i follow you i listen to your footsteps i trace my ears to your voice i keep my eyes closed tight my sights are fogged by orange light in my imaginative head i now see a place where wicked things dwell here i am following an angel she is leading me to hell what happens when my angel is gone and im left alone to carry on my own where will i go what happens when i cant hear her voice and the direction im headed i simply no longer know i close my eyes tighter Letras de cancionesafraid of what i might see if i open these eyes i imagine are closed to something oh so ugly what if in reality the angel i follow is indeed a demon chasing me to the edge what if when i get there i dont open my eyes i keep them closed instead ill fall 1, 2, 3 thousand feet to a fate unknown where only dreams can be undone for in this world nightmares are often true people im told wind up here not knowing what to do i tell myself to think happy thoughts maybe that will ease the fear so in my imaginary world in which i follow you i try to cover my ears now i cant hear the screaming of the terrible things below but still something more needs to be done i still cant bear the faces of those people and their cries now i open my eyes i have beaten my fears this whole thing was nothing more than a bad dream a moment in which i was scared i followed you inside this dream creating fear on top of fear i lost sight of my angel my angel i hold dear so when this dream just went way to far i opened my imaginary eyes i thought i heard your voice again it turns out i made you cry i thought to myself no this cant be it must be another terrible dream in which i was just to mean how could i ever make her cry shes my angel shes my world id never hurt her id never scream or yell but then i tell myself it must still be that dream that very same one where at first only perfect was seen so when i opened my eyes for what seemed the second time i expected to see your face staring back at mine but when i saw that you werent there i thought maybe one more time just one more time i should open my eyes because i know that this cant be i know i never made you cry i know your here with me i try to wake up for good now to ease all of my fear i could never lose my angel what if i have oh dear im afraid it is true the dream is over now but the emptiness remains the emptiness lying next to me causing all this pain what started off as a sweet dream ended in a nightmare the love of my life is really gone it finally has hit me it hurts my ears like a shitty song the only way to bring her back is to create happiness inside of dreams but every now and then something wrong sneaks into me my dreams turn to nightmares my angel was never hear with me she was only a demon i was not following her she was chasing me i wont get where i was going i wont have someone to follow i will walk the path of life alone now my life will seem so hollow i dont know how ill hear i surely wont be able to see i wont be able to make you happy you wont be proud of me so this dream or nightmare whatever it may be has left me here confused its left me all alone beaten and somewhat bruised this emotional scar will never be undone im sorry i used you im sorry i led you astray im sorry i took you for granted im sorry i forgot to help you as well i know you needed me i thought id wake up and surely everytime there you would be look around one more time make sure this is for real wonder where it went wrong then i try to heal i pick myself up from my chair and move to the bed that we once shared lay myself down turn out the light put myself back to sleep to dream a happy sight then ill wake up one more time wondering where you are why the hell arent you hear with me ive wished on so many stars even in good times i made requests to myself i always thought it truley worked i guess only in fairy tales so as my eyes blink for the last time tonight i whisper to the sky i love you amber i didnt mean to hurt you i hope nobody else ever makes you cry From Letras Mania