Stephen Kellogg

You Win
When it's time to go to sleep I wonder which one I will fight Which torment will attack on any given night The first will come and get me and force me to believe That there really ain't a place for anyone like me Or will it be those voices asking "why can't I succeed?" Until the indignation burns so bad, my knuckles start to bleed And the doubt comes on like drowning, until I can't get a breath The desire's like some heart attack that never lets me rest You win, you win If it's gonna hurt this much...you win Now I don't even care I just wanted to be there And the cool kids took the game away Now I don't even want to play You win...I hate this stuff I slip into a party and I hope no one can tell What I'm really like or how I'm really scared as hell Somewhere, out of nowhere, my confidence comes back And that little red caboose just starts to work that old smokestack Ah, but I still hear these voices asking "who are you trying to be?" And my reservations kick my ass until I have no idea And the doubt comes on like drowning, until I can't get a breath The desire's like some heart attack that never lets me rest From Letras Mania