Overdue

Intoximication
im sitting here all i can think about is you and all that you mean and you, youll never know im begging you but it doesnt matter all you do is test my heart and what its cappable of and all i find confort in is this bacardi its exposing me to feelings of regret and i wish things could just turn out my way but instead ill take my chances and things will turn out for the worst im tired of trying to impress you Letras de cancionesim throwing up tonight i wish i could throw up those words ive said to you becuaes you dont care and i just try to hide my emotions but i can only do so for so long im growing tired of this when you cry, you make me want to cry and when you laugh i crack a smile my feelings have grown to be relfection of yours and you dont even know you dont even appreciate me and thats why ill be crying tonight ill miss your lips and your arms around mine sometimes i feel like i need you and i just wish i didnt your brown eyes scream out for me but your heart says no and my chest is left a hollowed out disaster my heart has had another piece chopped off my throat is feeling jaded your hair is so wonderful your flowing hair can only bring me misery all you can say to me is 'ben we can only be friends' a part of me dies when you say this it feels like like a thousand needles in my heart i wish i could lay in your arms again but that wouldnt make it easier it would only make things more complicated and you wont understand youll never understand and thats the part that makes me sad you still miss him, so you cry and so i immitate you and want to cry also i want to cry not becase you lost him, buy becuse you cry for him and it feels like ive never felt like this before i cant change your mind i think as i lay tonight i will think about you a little bit longer and think about how you wont care but ill lay in the thoughts of bliss and think about how i gracefully have failed but hey thanks, thanks for that time so long so long for that wonderful time its nothing more than a memory and now your gracefully falling gracefully falling away from me and im tired of these thoughts becuase they are all wasted thoughts every wasted breath while thinking of you is just that, wasted you wont let me win you wont let me have such a great time tell me that your just feeling tired and thats why you are lacking similar emotions its all too dificult to read your eyes maybe tomorrow things will be better tomorrow will be new and then ill see your smile again and ill be stuck here again and its just like you to ignore me your brown hair is just too beautiful i cant stop staring at your now and im trapped in your eyes let me throw up these words ive said to you becuase you dont deserve them you dont appreciate them let me think about this a bit more becuase you wont ill continue to suffocate in these dreams and i cant stop, i just cant stop thinking of you id give you whatever you need id do anything let me walk over this bed of needles to hand you this water becuase im so wrapped into you and you dont care i feel like im so far away but im not that far this alcohol only reveals my true feelings and they wont stop this waterfall of feelings wont stop all you do is litsten to me and hold back your opinions i hope that im not wrong i hope that someday you wont hold back these feelings for me i hope that youll stop thinking about him becase he didnt deserve you not saying that i do, but i deserve the chance you know it my feelings are like an ice cream cone, they are solid for now, but soon they will melt away when they do you will be sad becuase by then you will have realized that its too late i wish i could make you feel this pain this drunken pain i feel tonight im missing you so much, and its been not so long since ive seen you im regurgetating those thoughts from the last time we were together and i wish i could repeat them but you make my eyes water you make my heart hurt you make my head storm of too many things things that i cant control and now i wish that i was anywhere with anyone making out and getting over you but i cant i just cant forget and its taking its wear on my heart my heart is growing weak and only you can repear it but you dont know that so tonight ill stay up a little longer ill think about you a little longer From Letras Mania