Opposing Perfection

Optimism
I've given up on life Just like it gave up on me I'm tired of all the bullshit My life, the self fulfilling catastrophe Everything I try to do All of my goals and dreams Lay trampled and ripped apart I hope someone hears my screams I bang my head against the wall Kick scream and shout Try to be optimistic But I'm overcome with doubt My mind feels like shattered glass Broken, beat up and abused I wonder through life miserably Everyday dazed and confused Life you say is a roller coaster But to me more like a free fall Never up, always down I'm in the ocean ready to drown The riptides are pulling me in I've given up, I know I can't win From Letras Mania