Opposing Perfection

Life
I wander aimlessly through life With an emptiness inside of me Eating away my happiness I float in apathetic misery Wake up to the sound of my alarm Dreading what troubles lie ahead Fight through the hollowness to find a way But I die a little more every day My life seems to go on and on My mind is never at rest Stress is winning in this sanguine war Society's the pimp and I'm everybody's whore Tossing and turning I wish I could find it Wanting and yearning I hope I can find it Looking for the answer but I don't have a question Every step I take is in the wrong direction Every thought I think is a diluted misconception Another few of hours of lying awake It's a bitter bill that I can not take My mind implodes as I obfuscate I take deep breaths but I suffocate I'm tired of living loathsome days by the clock Rotting away in a prison with a lifelong lock I reach for the key but it's hidden in my mind I long to see, my eyes are wide but I'm still blind From Letras Mania