Alix Olson

Subtle Sister
So we've learned karate, carry knives on our runs wield words like weapons prepare glares-like hidden guns, we've deconstructed, demystified tried retribution, remythologized, we've been diagnosed with your diseases, and still tried pleases, tried tears, tried Jesus. You wanna see what it's like down here in this pool of someone else's rules, well jump in, take a swim or just sit in this pit squishing bare toes in someone else's bullshit, we do it all the time. Still we've tried being patient, collected, calm, nice trying praying, tried laying you paying the price, we've learned to scream until our throats throbbed what else do you do while your cunt's being robbed. And they say “you've made progress, girls, take a rest in-between” Letras de cancionesbut see while you're resting, someone else is progressing, it's what i've seen. So i take back the whispers, the cute mute act, and the high pitched giggles, yeah i take them back, i won't avoid your stare, evade your step, nothing of that kind, won't help you help me victimize the only space that's mine. See now I'd put my life on the line just to see them trip, frown and say “funny love, i never saw you slip.” i say, “my life on the line-” you say “man, she's jaded.” i say, “maybe control's overrated.” like when we cackled, they called us witches, now we don't giggle they call us bitches well I'm cacklin loud, taking it back, full of hiss, cacklin loud, cackling proud now. And they're getting nervous with this kissing each other, scratching their heads, whats going on brother and they yell feed your husband, stop feeding the fire! and we just cackle, we're a fuckin witches choir. and we sing “sharpen your knives, sharpen your daughters steam up the mirrors, bake us some dreams, cook up some riots, fry up some screams, and when you're sick of your skirts slice open the seams cause they want domestics, theyll give us needle and thread for patching their egos. we'll sow revolution instead.” And i hear you saying “subtle, sister, less bite, more bark you can make your point without leaving such a mark. subtle, sister, stop your seething, i think we got it, i think we're even:” subtle like a penis pounding its target? subtle like your hissing from across the street? subtle like the binding on my sisters' feet? subtle like her belly raped with his semen, draped in his fuck, funny, doesn't seem even. See, sometimes anger's subtle, stocked in metaphor full of finesse and dressed in allure yes, sometimes anger's subtle, less rage than sad leaking slow through spigots you didn't know you had. and sometimes it's just fuck you. fuck you. you see, and to me, That's poetry too. From Letras Mania