Mariah the Scientist

40 Days & 40 Nights
I'll put a hundred miles on the AMG tonight and take it anywhere but home Scent lingering on all on my clothes I turn the ringer on my phone off I'll give you your distance If you've already made a commitment to be someone else's I must respect it Thought I'd be lying if I said I didn't want you to myself When you look me in my eyed and Tell me that it's mine I made them sacrifices Spent forty days and forty nights withdrawing from ecstasy Gave you what was left of me Baby, it's hard enough learning to let you go Can't imagine teaching someone else how Hate the fact that I can't leave you alone Tired of lying to myself 'bout this feeling that never dies now Every night when I'm on my own, only thing that's living in my mind Every time I was ever told not to get my feelings intertwined I should've listened Now I'm here missing you It's been awhile, baby girl, I been out the way I been tryna set things here straight I got opp niggas too close to where I stay And my brain waves going 80-80-8, baby Letras de cancionesHow come you never check on me? How come you the first thing on my mind when I'm lonely? I lost my lover and my homie Oh, baby, hold me You took the time to open up with all your scars and insecurities But I wasn't ready for it I took the time to learn your body So I fucked you like nobody ever did, and you wasn't ready for it Top floor, a penthouse in Miami, balcony Does that bring back all your memories? Is that the only way you remember me? Oh, baby, babe A hundred miles on the Wraith just so we can fuck again All because of you I can't love again Do you ever think about what you did to me? Spiritually and mentally, oh baby I fell in love with someone who was in love with someone else I'm cutting ties with everybody who ain't good for my health Shit, I ain't even good for myself these days Oh, baby Oh, baby Oh, baby I ain't even good From Letras Mania