Caskey

Dixie
You know that I am sorry momma I never meant to hurt you I never meant to make you cry I only wanna see you smile You know that I am sorry momma I never meant to hurt you I never meant to make you cry I only wanna see you smile Growing up wasn't a kid they believed would prosper Back when dad was getting scripts from a crooked doctor Back when I was reading scripts from the book of vodka I used to keep a half a zip in my student locker Older sis was expelled Went to school at Excel With all the other bad kids Made it hard to excel I was 15 when Ben taught me how to inhale Stopped praying then 'cause I was used to living in hell Burnt like sage but I wasn't on an Indian trail Before we ever went to jail was getting plenty of bales Back before your favorite rapper albums lyrics were stale I kept my clientele small out of fear they would tell I used to run with the drug dealers Felt like they was big brothers After Pop's died I had to eat so I skipped supper Letras de cancionesBumper car love Between us there's a big buffer Running from your own pain just made your kids suffer Leaving my crib went on a comma chase Never justified the tears put on my momma's face I swear she cried for a year straight Tryna hold this family together But my hands were like clear tape Easy to break Straight face cuz a smile wasn't easy to fake And mistakes were a dime a dozen, easy to make Put this pill bottle felt like concrete, it wasn't easy to shake Sorry Momma I never meant to hurt you I never meant to make you cry I only wanna see you smile You know that I am sorry Momma I never meant to hurt you I never meant to make you cry I only wanna see you smile I saw the look of fear was overtaking my moms When I signed to Birdman the studio full of Dons And drugs piled next to the interface intercom Second guessing what type of person I would become She had a skepticism that wasn't easily won From growing up in a trailer and getting beat like a drum Alcoholic parents abusing her like it's fun They died never even acknowledging what they'd done And then she met my pops her fate was already spun He moved her up out the trailer and that was where they begun Changed her life, gave her a daughter then had a son Vowed to keep her safe she had nowhere she could rain And then one day after the smoke had filled up his lungs He lost half his hand at work in an accident Got introduced to the Oxycontin to numb Then started getting high with my sister, my mom was done Realizing that he had tossed it all he was stunned The heaviness of his sins was weighing on him a ton 4/20 I left to school to roll me a blunt He went upstairs, said his goodbyes with a smoking gun See me and drugs got such a painful way we entangle We try to dance round with the devil and twist our ankle I try to take a look at my life from different angles But seems like everybody I love leave me for angels For making music and having fans I'm more than thankful I toured around the country, got reasons I should be grateful But every time I did drugs with them I felt shameful Knowing this the reason my momma suffer Losing everybody that she love to downers and uppers Never strong enough to kick it for her I gotta be tougher Vowed to never take you through the rain or ever end up the same Before I die, you gonna be proud of me mother I love you Sorry momma I never meant to hurt you I never meant to make you cry I only wanna see you smile You know that I am sorry momma I never meant to hurt you I never meant to make you cry I only wanna see you smile From Letras Mania