Citizen Soldier

Runaway (From Myself)
I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times From the start I've made self-sabotage my anthem Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise 'Cause something deep inside me is broken I'm not allowed to feel a thing Every loving word means nothing I'm obsessed with suffering Lately thinking feels like cutting Every thought's a razor blade (If only I had someone else to blame) Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself But there is no escape When you're the prison cell Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself I plead for better days But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...) Wish I could runaway from myself Wish I could runaway from myself Who the hell can forgive my sins, I wrote this gospel Stuck in a cage of skin that always will remind me That all the alcohol can't numb this I'm the bottle Letras de cancionesI'll never change 'cause the chemicals will change my mind Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself But there is no escape When you're the prison cell Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself I plead for better days But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...) Wish I could runaway from myself Wish I could runaway 'Cause something deep inside me is broken I'm not allowed to feel a thing Every loving word means nothing I'm obsessed with suffering Lately thinking feels like cutting Every thought's a razor blade If only I had someone else to blame Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself But there is no escape When you're the prison cell Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself I plead for better days But get thrown back in hell I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one From Letras Mania