$uicideBoy$

Eulogy
(You did good, $lick) When I- When I- When I- When I- When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell When I- When I- When I- When I- When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell When I- When I- When I- When I- When I die 3am drinking with this pistol on my lap Six medications, guess there ain't no fixing that It's that broken motherfucker, neck gold until I relapse If I die they might cry until they inherit my stacks, uh Cold fucking world, tell me what's the word Only time I speak my heart is when the message come out slurred People pleasing, always eager to fix a motherfucker's problems Leave me at the bottom, all comfortable with Gomorrah Sodom I chew on fent and rot my teeth off Moments of peace and slow heart beats God I dissed, who gon' save me? All I can do is laugh and say "C'est la vie" Woe was me, I know you get the picture This type of pain will earn you seven figures Check my DNA, my RNA come with predictors This shit is scripture and for what I got there's no elixirs Feel like I'm not enough, find myself playing my day like Tony Kay and Shia LaBeouf My momma crying as she watch the clock, text my bro I love him even though he got my number blocked I would give up everything to see my brothers clean Letras de cancionesNo second thoughts, it's fuck the cost or take me, leave em' be Take my money, say you love me even if it's lies That connection so depressing but it's all I got When I die just play this fucking song I was never meant for this, it's been torture just to carry on Couple coupes, lotta zeros and a couple homes, none of it is shit for me Cock the pistol and now I'm- Head in the clouds, it look like it might rain again Always holdin' back tears, it's how I manage to pay the rent Pay the bills, place the bets so I don't have to chase the check Verified through suicide, the glitz and glamour came and went Wash my fuckin' soul, there's still that one stain is kept I just wanna be loved, the root of all my pain except the type that comes with age and death I can finally lay and rest, I'm owed to lil' peace and I'm ready to erase the debt I never planned on showing the world the face that hides behind the mask I always thought the last thing I would hear would be the gun's blast Fill in the black hole in my chest with sex and drugs, but it never lasts, it never lasts Shit, 2 years ago Big Pharma should have just cashed me out Now I got a deviated septum, I'ma just wrap me out Pat me down, ask me how I'm still depressed, all they see is my set All they see is lack of death, all they see is what they wanna see Calling me a wannabe, I don't wanna be in misery except a pharmacy Tell that girl I wanna see, I wanna see her heart bleed When she rips out my fucking heart and took the pharmacy I'm a prideful person to take pride in my verses Fuck your whole opinion, I don't care if it worsens I'll ruin my reputation and make sure it's on purpose Fuck this shit When I die just play this fucking song I was never meant for this, been torture just to carry on Couple coupes, lot of zeros and a couple homes, none of it is shit for me Cock the pistol and now I'm gone When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell When I- When I- When I- When I- When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell When I- When I- When I- When I- When I die From Letras Mania