Kota the Friend

Emotionally Dumb
I'm emotionally dumb I hop on every song bearin' soul, spilling guts 'Cause this the only place that I don't feel like I be judged If I tell you how I'm feelin' over samples and drums Boy, I fuck up everyday hurtin' people that I love 'Cause I can't communicate, it's the way that I came up I internalize the bad and it's hard for me to trust I got narcissistic qualities, I hear I'm out of touch But I'm hella sensitive, I feel it if I'm pennin' it If I put it out, I only did it for your benefit I really stay alone to protect you from myself Used to hide behind the drugs, now I hidе behind my wealth I said "Later" to my hеart just to focus on the bread 'Cause my baby needed food, clothes, linen on his bed Woman from my past told me that I'm turnin' cold and it's sad I used to make her feel like she was home, bring him back But it's hard though, I was young and dumber with my guard low Now I'm numb, sendin' big money through Wells Fargo Y'all the only ones that get the best of me, though My higher self is on the track and the rest of me low But I'm workin' on it, no more escapin' when I'm hurtin' No more self-sabotage, livin' against my purpose More appreciation for myself when I ain't perfect Every day I get up and grow, that's what I chose From Letras Mania