Call Me Karizma

Changes
If I was to say I am to blame For all of this sadness and all of the pain Would you listen and grant me forgiveness? If I was to claim that I have changed And prove to the world in all of the ways That I'm different, would it make a difference? I started writing songs because I saw a video on MTV Eminem and MCR were on my screen 10 years old and had a dream Mom and Dad were sad to see I gradually was running from the path they handed me A fantasy, "You'll never be a superstar Morgan, don't change who you are" But I was fucking selfish so I bit the hand and chewеd too far By the time 2009 had came and gonе I saw the signs of all the demons in my mind A freshman starting senior high I sat in class and realized I'll never be that perfect son Never wear a business suit and hate my day 'til work is done I've made some shitty choices but now changing is what I'm working on I tried to be two guys at once but now it's time to [?] number one If I was to say I am to blame For all of this sadness and all of the pain Would you listen and grant me forgiveness? If I was to claim that I have changed Letras de cancionesAnd prove to the world in all of the ways That I'm different, would it make a difference? I never thought my life would turn into the mess that it did I would love to be depressed if that's as bad as it gets And, no, I never would've guessed I'd be affected like this And be accused of things I didn't commit But I am guilty of this, I stopped music for the reasons I love I met my fans but only cared about the girls on the bus I was thinking about myself instead of those who I trust And I forgot about the nights I spent alone, feeling stuck At 19 I was touring, thinking I was important Knowing one day I'd be driving in Porsches Talk about losing focus, now I'm 24 and all my shows are cancelled 'cause this rockstar life was more than I could handle Light the candles, it's a funeral, I hope you attend It's time to put to rest the shit I did and things that I said I was stupid and I promise I won't do it again I can't change who I was but I can change who I am, yeah If I was to say I am to blame For all of this sadness and all of the pain Would you listen and grant me forgiveness? If I was to claim that I have changed And prove to the world in all of the ways That I'm different, would it make a difference? (Would it make a difference?) (Would it make a difference?) From Letras Mania