Jez Dior

Intro
There's some things that I'll take to my grave There's some things I don't I should say I'm don't think that I'm somebody you could save I don't know, I kinda like it that way Daddy love to get high In his room, watch the time go by Needles all on his bed I cut it going and I didn't know why Mamma, she used to cry 20 years by, mamma still cries Mamma talks to a sigh He saying it, but I don't wanna lie I still need you, I feel like I'm still young I've been so lost, I've been so gone I've been so drunk that I can't stand up I'll be standing with you when the day come Look at my smile, how does it look to you? I put it on so I can feel like I'm bulletproof Product of environment, ah, look at the irony Grew up so nice but that changed up entirely I found Benzos' the same time I found love Like, what a mixer, what a drug I was eighteen, I was fucked up Like living in my car, but still untouched They talk about my older ways Letras de cancionesSaid I'm "fucked up", wasn't raised right, wow You know you never judge a book by it's cover page I've been standing [?] my bed Where my uncle lost his life and died inside mine instead Yeah, uh You take a second to picture: Tenth grade, didn't know how to deal, I turned to liquor 'Nother family member gone, all I knew was a song Writing bars ain't enough, I pop bars [?] they gone 'Til my homies car crashed, went to jail that night Woke up, "what the fuck happened?", high as a kite I called my mom and she ain't answer, she pissed off as fuck Wish I had a dad to call but I'm shit out of luck And on top of that, I blew my whole first advance Which means I got money, blew it all, owe it all back 'Cause my records ain't selling, and I'm too hot for shows No one believes in my recovery, I've gone as a ghost Yeah, it's me against the world ain't it? I love that shit, so I took that bitch and I made it mine You see, my best friend stole for me, thousands of dollars When I was down and I was broke, and had nothing to bother Had a dog that needed feeding but had shit but a collar And a landlord trying to get money to feed his daughter Had a dad dying on my hands, asking for help I went to London, got him off heroin by myself I took care of my sister, to the best of my abilities Helping mom through her depression, that shit is killing me Yeah, but I guess that's just the will in me Think that I'ma fail after that? Man, you're kidding me I said yeah man, you're kidding me Failing after that? Yeah man, you're kidding me From Letras Mania