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Yeah, yeah And I still stay high, just more lowkey now I quit the lean and Old E, it'd only slow me down Been tryna get a hold of myself 'cause you would never hold me down My new girls miss the old me now, yeah And shit, I think I hate myself, yeah Like lately I just ain't myself, yeah Been on the road tryna save everybody else And I can't even save myself but shit, uh Been disgusted in the mirror, tryna function at this function I ain't even wanna be here but I gotta show face more I gotta see my place more I'm used to being homeless, I don't ever like to stay long, yeah So how can I expect you to wait When I been wakin' up lately and forgettin' the state Stating the days so I'm spaced out, forgettin' the date Tryna remember why the fuck I even get in this game It's like, everytime I see my nieces they older Ain't even seein' 'em grow up, what if they needed a shoulder? And the girl I love is still on the block I left Think my old friend is smokin' rocks again I just wish I could talk to him I just wish we could start again to relive this shit Before the city took our innocence Tryna play the hand I'm dealt, from where they dealin' shit I can't even deal with shit, fuck rappin' and dealin' shit Letras de cancionesI feel guilty, my old homies is still in the field, really Probably screamin', "Fuck me", so I know how to feel, really They all say they love me, look around they ain't still with me A lot that's concealed in me, a lot of us ill Gettin' high so the pain'll stop When I was younger, I used to think I could save the block Now I'm spending bands like I don't know how to save a lot My ex say I changed a lot, I can't even say that it's not true All of this fame, I forgot Lou, all this drink, I forgot you At least I did until the mornin' I used to go places people knew me so I could feel important I used to want people to see me and now I can't avoid it And it still ain't fillin' this void I don't know what's real anymore I'm lyin' to people I love, I don't think I feel anymore A lost boy with lost marbles I lost star and found stardom I found me when I lost all 'em, yeah I dream about you and I don't know what it means, yeah Some Jean Grey shit, I don't know what it seems like But I fell a fiend and rose a phoenix, my flow demeaning They ain't get the vision, I always seen it Fuck the scene, I seen what it does to people So fuck it, y'all could keep it I died the meanest and lived the nicest, I didn't write this I bombed the paper like ISIS, a bad viper's in the words you not speakin' I could peep this so I'm defeatin' Anyone who think they runnin' this race that I started With the baton they never gave me I'll take it the farthest I need million dollar mansions, you thinkin' apartments Guess that's what set us apart, dawg, you thinkin' in boxes And I left that, kid from the West Ave Said fuck dealin', no drug cured him, I'm stuck illin' I'm way before prison, too dedicated so fuck ceilings And fuck feelings, in this cycle of life I'm one-wheelin' Training-wheel rappers be braggin' 'bout how they never fallin' And changed your number but wonder why I was never callin' I call it spade-to-spade, hands I'm dealt Bet I play blind folded and still blackjack while I call your bluff All these rappers you callin' tough, shit is all a front I never fronted or backed down, it was all or nothing Remember days that I ain't eat and got a smaller stomach Remember we was smokin' weed They on a stronger substance now And a lot of them turned they back on me I left home with no intentions of turning back, homie The drug stopped workin' while I'm battlin' this I was broke, all I had was reality checks Losing people over business and they say don't take it personal It isn't, but I'm startin' to think different, yeah But I started to think listen, fuck the dissin' and dismissin' Remember why I even started this mission I can't do shit if my heart isn't in it My minds gone, admit that shit has been gone for a minute But then again, everyone I ever met up in this game shady Ironic, I'm the one that they compare to Em I play it crazy and got lost in that shit On some Heath Ledger shit but still he'd never quit I'm from Painkiller Paradise, where E wet his spliffs So they know I told myself that I'd be better, bitch, yeah Sometimes I wish I picked up a different profession But how else could I deal with this built up aggression? Fucked over so many times but I still been finessin' Shit, sometimes I think I'm cursed but it's still been a blessin' I lit the fuse, with a big quip but got shit to prove My shit list is a page or two I charge it to the game and pay my dues So listen dude, I got shit to move From the same hood as some killers but I got different views I speak ill, this love, peace but I be killed, each scale Doc said I'm sick, shit, I agree still I'm prescribed the real shit so here's a free pill Back-to-back like Meek Mill if you need a refill, yeah If you need a refill Hey, sweetie Ugh, I'm sending you a big hug, my love I was just thinking about you too Just hang in there, just for today Just for today, papi, know that I love you Know that this too is gonna pass and it sucks And I'm so sorry, I am so sorry, my heart bleeds for you What you're going through, all of this You can do this though, I know you can Just right now, need you strong too I love you, I love you so much baby Bye, honey And I'm all yours, all yours And I'm all yours (Show me) I'm all yours, all yours I'm all yours From Letras Mania