Lou the Human

Blur
I used to be so pure (Pure) Then the world turned me cold (Cold) And my heart got frozen and my dope got rolled (Rolled) And my eyes got low (Low) Now everyday I phase, every day I just zone (Zone) Every night, I don't remember But I'd rather burn out then get burned by a soul I don't even really know I don't even really know, know It's all been a blur yeah Looking but I can't find And I hear you but I can't see you, yeah, yeah Feel like I'm losing my mind And no, no, no, I'm lost in the cure, yeah, yeah (Cure, yeah, yeah) Looking but I can't find I hear you but I can't see you, yeah, yeah Think I'm losing my mind And no, no, it's all a blur, yeah Oh-woah, oh-woah, it's all a blur Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh-woah, oh-woah, it's all a blur (Yeah) Oh, oh, oh, oh I'm from the same place they made Lego hearts But there's no love, love will get you killed Letras de cancionesA killer gets you loved, that's the circle of life Circle the block before we turning the light Burning the pot, poppin' prescriptions just to feel a little number Rolling deeper 'cause it's hotter in the summer Smelling like potency with a pocket full of hunnids Young kids do dumb things for the fuck of it Yeah, I used to trap but I stopped I ain't tryna get snatched by the cops, they already wildin' So we be moving low like a semicolon With some white girls, but I bet that them kellys rolling Shit, they just all want a buzz I ain't tryna get caught up with drugs, I already did But that shit is common where we grew from Too many kids die way too young I used to watch the homies flip pills, pop 'em and tell me "Yo, these shits kill, don't ever take 'em", but I did We was in the crib, levitating, facing death But we hesitating for the thrills, yeah I can't even feel no more I don't even know what's real no more, man, its hard to tell Pardon the smell, that's teen spirit If you want a high, you should probably just breathe near it It's too potent It's all a blur yeah Looking but I can't find I hear you but I can't see you here, yeah, yeah I think I'm losing my mind And no, no, I'm lost in the cure, yeah, yeah (Oh-woah, oh-woah) Looking but I can't find (Oh, oh, oh, oh) I hear you but I can't see you here, yeah, yeah (Oh-woah, oh-woah) Think I'm losing my mind (Oh, oh, oh, oh) And no, no, it's all a blur, yeah And no, no, I'm lost in the cure, yeah, yeah Birthdays start to mean less and less with the older I get But I've been 40 years old since I was like ten so it ain't nothing to me And fuck modest, I'm the hottest up in my fucking city They know I be dumb and ain't nobody close that's fucking with me I used to eat people's scraps when they wasn't looking Sleeping at friends' houses just to sneak up in they kitchen And now I'm tryna figure out where these couple stacks went They pass the J and said "try it" I've been fucking smacked since Album was past-tense Fast forward, they ain't near Lou I don't look in the rear view, if I die I'ma crash forward 'Cause the girl I love don't feel the same But I can't even feel no pain No more, I've been numb to shit since I was like a fucking kid Painkiller Paradise raised me, I was just bound to go crazy Wanted to bounce and never come back to this shit Left and realized nowhere else could capture the feeling Of having your back to the wall and still be attached to the ceiling Everyone I know is a pothead Poppin' prescriptions like Xanax All of these drugs that's around me, how could I not be a manic? How could I not be in panic? Paranoia have found me when I was high as fuck Tryna figure out something to ground me So move the fuck from around me, I don't trust nobody I gave my heart to them and never got it back, I gotta snap I heard a lot of raps and a lot of wack shit, I let it rock Now I'm finna' pop Bitch I'm top ten dead alive I'm really never home, I'm always on the go And If I'm not, I'm always in the zone I got some shit at Matt's crib I'll probably never wear Couldn't fit pack in I live in different cities like a catfish I gave my life to rap, I can't get it back All this time I spend, I went missing, it's not taking back I wish I picked a different path I overthink for a hobby The staff hate us, spilling drinks, while we stinking the lobby You hit me right when I dropped, man You making it obvious what your motives are I've been trying to cope with stardom, promise I'll be known a martyr I got a lot of sons, I should check up on more But fuck all y'all I'm screaming out "Who want war?" Fuck an empty threat You was off the day we met Mad because you lost the queen Boy, I'm playing mental chess And the sad thing is, we did a couple songs I fuck with you, dawg, I still got love for you you, dawg But love will kill you, so am I Full of who I say I feel you too I don't feel you dudes, I feel you food I mean I steal your food right up off your dish I mean your mouths full, you was always talking shit But never mind that You tryna find Rack, I'm tryna' find stacks And fast, cause I know I can't buy the time back I'm tryna' buy my mom a house, I couldn't buy that Voices in my head, I'm either crazy or it's my dad Having dreams about Cobain and Mike Jack Asking me how I write raps, I just tell them I type facts, yeah My dad was type black And my mom is type white so the gray's where I'm at Real growth comes from losing your mind Fuck other people's definition of what's wrong and what's right I was 11 years old and all I wanted to do was just write The teachers told me it's wrong I guess I'm wrong, it's aight In the dark, I'm the light We be sparking tonight Don't believe what you saying, man, you was hardly the type You make songs for the hype, I make songs of my life My hearts on a sleeve of a shirt I haven't worn in a while And y'all all in denial, yeah Old rappers, I'm pushing the culture forward You wanna just go backwards Lil' dope got you all backwards Money can't change me Never home 'til I go crazy, bitch From Letras Mania