Third Rail Suicide

Counting Scars
How am I supposed to go onKnowing everything I've done was wrongKnowing that this life we built was just a gameJust another charade, a miserable masqueradeHow I was I supposed to know we'd see in different shadesWhen everything was always black and whiteBut now there's in-betweens, theses blood red dreamsThe blue I feel, this sickly greenIt's taking me, It's taking me... So I just let go Now I'm counting scars to fall asleepMy self-inflicted remedyDrifting slowly to the safe place in my headThe one that only I can seeConfining the secrets that I keepAnd my only company is a monster that I call "me"And it's always so hungry and wants to feedSo I let it feed on my sanityA meager meal to say the leastBut I just call this therapy Then suddenly I'm wide awake in a cold sweatGasping desperately for breath, my mind a racing threatHearing taunting voices reminding of the time when we first metAnd the plans we made but now forgetI can't help but think of our first kissLetras de cancionesThis infinity knot bound to my fistA fist I shake violently at the sky God, why?Why send me an angel when it's so hard to say good byeSo patiently I'll wait for a replyWill I never see your smile?Will I never hold you close again?Now I'll tear out the prologue of our historySet fire to a story that meant so much to meAnd all that's left is the end From Letras Mania