Surefire Loss

Dead Inside
Sometimes when I'm alone I get scared So I search the house for my tormentors, but none of them are there I say to myself, "it's all in my head" But I know that sitting inside here causes this mournful dread Pictures express what's been erased You have left me behind here, locked down in this place If anyone has thought of me, would they know what I'm going through? Any one of your assumptions: none are true And I can't give what people want from me Some kind of supernatural, that I'll never be I don't need your helping hand to pull me out of this hole These eternal chains restrict my soul Years have passed, I've lost more than gained I hear their footsteps echoing, but my cries of help are restrained I cannot rekindle what I have lost They have all moved on, my old friends; I cannot accost All of the ones I wished I'd have met It's not my fault it never happened, so how can I feel regret? Is it something I've said or what I've done? With this white flag swelling above me, this battle I have not won I don't need faded memories, loved and hated But I can see a new beginning that's been elated I don't need faded memories, loved and hated But I can see a new beginning that's been elated From Letras Mania