Perfect Future

Incomplete
i can't sing that song anymore and mean the words.time passed. i grew up. through cracks emotions slipped. well take your pick.I'm sure whatever you decide will be right.if not you have a way with knowing what to say to make me believe in fantasies.so I'll change the chords.I'll rewrite the words and wish it were this easy to change history.i can't. i won't. i know I'm alone.but at this point i am used to iti can't. i won't. i know i'm alone.i never thought I'd be jaded in my 20's i can't. i won't. i know i'm alone.please tell me that you were once this desperatei can't. i won't. i know i'm alone.i think it might help give heavens light to helli sat down to blame youbut i cant bring myself to say "cut me? well cut you too"i guess it's safe to say the only person i ever hated was myselfbut i must be almost over youbecause today i could jerk off and not feel too lonely, desperate, or pathetici was satisfied and that was it.the only person that ever loved me was myself.there's comfort in knowing there will be a day where there's nothing left of me and nothing left of you. From Letras Mania