Sister City

Defense
I have never been bittererI'm gargling vinegarTo get this bad taste out my mouthJust a few things consideredIt's getting closer to winterAnd I'm starting to bundle up nowSo clearly I'm downWith the storm that is brewingIn clouds all consuming with doubtSo ask what I'm doingImproving my chances with soundI am making a breakAs clean as a chalkboard erasedMistakes will follow me and try to coax me outInsane! Inane!My adjectives are turning into nounsWithout a common thread to tie them downIn defense of my biasesI'm filling with apathyImplode under northeastern skiesWhile Orion is laughingExacting revengeOn that bull with whom I share a signSo I turn my gaze downLetras de cancionesStoking the fireAscending the pyre But keeping my eyes to the groundI'm staying awakeAs well as I possibly canThe days are blurring by like an atmospheric hazeInside my eyesThese daylight hours are putting me to sleepBut it's better than staying so angryI'm sick of rehashingThese old tired themesI'm sick of rewritingOld words I don't meanI'm sick of the conceptI'm sick of myselfThis is me admitting I need to get helpI'm supposed to be happyI'm supposed to be soundI'm tired of anxiousI'm tired of downI need to stop actingI need a releaseIf things keep going this wayI'm going to freeze From Letras Mania